- My mind: cut. Cut. Cut. You're a pathetic, worthless piece of shit. You deserve it. Do it. Punish yourself.
- Me: ...I...promised.
- My heart: you're in so much pain, so much distress. Take it away. That blade, is your only friend.
- Me: no more pain. No more pain. Punishment. Punishment. Bitch. Worthless cunt! You deserve this! You deserve it!
- What I think after: nothing is ever going to be enough, to satisfy the self hate I feel, or the pain. Nothing can fix how broken I am.
its my boy bestfriends, i dont have a clue where he got it from, its not a number its a logo for Volcom, thank you





